ReBirth

Denile

2010-01-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

Its been a while, and yet im still stuck between phase 2 and phase 3. I always thought that I was definitely a better choice than him, but I realised I'm still as childish and immature as ever, the world isn't fair, only the richer people will gain from this world, I want to be part of that world.

Breathless

2009-08-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I know its been a while since I last blogged, been through lots of stuff lately. Recently I felt that I'm drifting away from my old friends, its not something that I want but I guess we just have nothing more we can say to each other, maybe absence makes the heart grow fonder. Been to the doctor lately due to recent difficulties in breathing. Doctor said it was due to stress and anxiety, one such attack happened today, when you where behind me. I knew it was you, but I knew I couldn't turn around and look at you, things were different and I should get use to it. I couldn't breathe at that moment and strangely, I wanted it to carry on so that I could just leave this place "no forgotten soul should be left behind"

2009-07-12T13:22:00.002+08:00

Phew,the EXAMs are OVER...finally, well I guess its back to the same old daily routine, just chilling around till something different pops out. Thats the problem, nothing ever will, I realise that if you really want something, you have to fight for it.But before that happens, you got to decide whether thats really worth it.

Stress

2009-07-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

What a week man...have I really gotten over things?Anyways, exams are coming, I don't want to fail!!!Must chiong studies and train for ASEAN schools, this is crazy. Had arguement with teachers and parents for the first few days but I am a nice guy and have gotten over that too.Are you the one?

New Life

2009-06-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

What a month!I enjoyed the Vietnam SEA juniors, it was certainly one of the most memorable trip in my life.I got new goals in life,I want to acheive a 10.80s by this year and do at least a 49s for 400m,for study wise,I hope to at least pass this mid years,and hopefully in future,I will be able to go to the course I want.At this point of time,this is all I want.Wish me luck = )

2009-03-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

The look you gave me today was somehow different, it made me realise that maybe we were actually not meant to be...we are actually not similar in any way.Maybe you have really found your other half,I really need to move on.

2009-03-01T11:30:00.002+08:00

Still cannot take it when I see both of you walking together, gives me a very sad and depressing feeling. Maybe you were right to choose him, maybe I just wasn't good enough...I just can't help it. You know the feeling when you want something so badly but it just get taken away by somebody who is bigger and better than you and you can't do anything no matter how important it is to you? My friends told me it takes time, maybe there really is someone out there who is more suitable, but for now, I just can't help feeling sad.

2009-02-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

My 18th birthday was really a good one even though I didn't want to celebrate it, I admit that I am still jealous when I see them together, it is really hard for me to accept what happened within this few months. But I guess I have to get things over with as soon as possible, I realise that I am just making my own life miserable. Anyway, I would like to thank all my friends for their wishes, hugs and gifts on my birthday. I like all the birthday cards that you all made for me too, thanks for making my birthday an excellent day.

Taste of defeat in a long time

2009-02-15T09:21:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since I really lost a race...I never thought that it will actually happen so soon. I remember I was still thinking about the stuff that shouldn't affect me from two months ago at the gun. I know this was no excuse because I never had this problem before. I really changed a lot since she came into the picture, everything has been a downturn since the setback. I know I still want to do well in everything I do, but my morale is just too low, maybe time will really heal all wounds...

Only Love - Trademark

2009-02-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind Is this meant to be You're asking me

But only love can say Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can't make you see it through That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough If we learn to trust

But only love can say Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can't make you see it through That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'll give my dreams just one more chance To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can't make you see it through That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

dedicated to all love birds

2009-01-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

Yh really wish that he can run faster now, so that nobody can catch him, not able to hurt him, so that he can run alone...stop for nobody

2008-12-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I hate this feeling I'm feeling now, maybe a good night sleep will do good, miss talking to you....still hard to let go

2008-12-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

Ah sprained my leg!!!how to train?YH,come on man,remember your goal...mind over body!

2008-12-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

It is still shocking when I encounter car accidents, I can still remember the graduation night accident. When I saw this old lady flung in the air when the car rampages past her, I was in shock. The car’s windshield was smashed and the victim was lying on the ground motionless. I step back as I was very scared, thankfully I was not the only one around her as people rush to her and helped while others called the ambulance. I realise that I couldn’t help her…I couldn’t help wrix too, how I wish that he was still alive, he will always be missed

2008-12-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

It’s been quite awhile but I can’t seem to forget you, I really tried my best to let go but I can’t. I keep comparing myself with him, what is so great about him? What qualities does he have that iI don't? Is it really just me? I guess I’ll never find the answer…can someone help me?

2008-12-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

So what if your upset, patience is a virtue, must remember that...only time will tell. She's worth the wait

2008-12-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

Haiz, I wanted to talk to you so much but I just can't, things are not the same anymore...sometimes I wonder whether you felt the same way too, can someone please tell me what to do?

2008-12-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

The day went well as I went Jie Yu house to study, met wei ting, Adeline and yan yi on the way…they seem shocked to see me. Anyways, studying was quite productive. Every bus ride I take seems to be very sad as it allows the mind to wonder and think about many things. This often leads to the setback I faced about a month ago. Ever since that day, I have seemingly turned into someone I never thought I would become, someone who will do anything to get what he wants, I guess the person you love the most will also be the one that hurts you the most…time to let go?
"Keep your friends close, your enemy closer"

Sleepless Nights

2008-11-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

Can't seem to sleep properly, body is exhausted and I really need a break. Seem to lost sight of my goals. Well at least I'm able to talk to you now, although its no longer the same. Now the only thing I can do is wait...

2008-11-28T15:09:00.002+08:00

There are many things that you may want in you life, but getting them is a separate issue, why should anyone be any different?

All The Best

2008-11-20T11:36:00.002+08:00

A year has finally come to a close, seniors graduating and going their separate paths. All the best seniors and see you guys at the chalet later. = )

2008-11-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

Many things I want to say but I can't,I can only pretend and it is really tiring, it really sucks to be me right now

2008-11-06T11:02:00.003+08:00

I'm glad that I made things clear with you, I really want to sleep my life away because my dream seems to be only place where I'm immune from getting hurt.I know you felt bad that I got hurt, but getting hurt only shows how much you meant to me. I know that you are going through a tough time too but I had to say that yesterday because if I don't, I know I'll regret in future. I can wait for you unconditionally, time is all that I have left and all that I can give you, I'm sorry for all the hurt I put you through, I'm just as confuse as you are, the only thing that I can look forward to is the day when all this is just the past, please stay happy, I really miss the smile on your face and I don't want to be the guy that takes it off you

2008-11-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

As much as I want you to be happy, I’m sorry, I just can’t give you up. I don’t want to be a bad person and hope that bad things happen, but I’ll wait for you

2008-11-02T13:56:00.002+08:00

I’m sorry, everything is my fault, I’m not as nice as him, really, that’s why I can’t talk to him. I guess I’m still living in self denial, I still can’t believe that I lost you, but really I just want you to be happy, that’s all…

2008-11-02T09:14:00.002+08:00

Yet another day has arrived,nothing to look forward to though,I have the best classmates in the world,the girls especially = ),best friends too,thanks to all,but I need to get through this myself because only I will know whether I really gave up,miss the smile on your face = )

2008-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

All the best you two

2008-11-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

Looks like you already moved on,hurts me to send you that message,but I didn't want you to be upset.Now I'm really lost...wish I did things right in the first place

2008-10-31T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today was a sad day,I really don't want to see you sad,tried to tire myself out today during training,didn't seem to work,I'm really very exhausted deep inside,please stay happy

2008-10-30T16:52:00.003+08:00

Spent the whole night thinking,I really couldn't sleep,what you said really hurt me,maybe its just one sided all along.I really enjoyed the time when we went out together,I really didn't expect things to end up like this,you mean too much to me,please don't give me up

2008-10-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

You lose faith once in a while,don't you?Can someone direct me?I'm really lost,I don't know what to do...

17/10/08

2008-10-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

Miss you alot buddy, remember those days where the group studied together and we were all very close. Wherever you are, you will not be forgotten.

Stress!!!

2007-05-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

EXAMS STRESS!

This few days are just the beginning of the sec 4s nightmare.Exams and tests day in day out and this is just the beginning,a warm up to the O levels.Lets all work towards our A1s for our exams people!!!

Sports Day!!!

2007-04-06T17:07:00.000+08:00

Its the annual VS sports day!!!Many turn up but most did not,they were probably slacking somewhere else...Anyways i saw zhong rong at vjc,i was surprise that he turned up(No offence).Anyways i felt my leg cramping at the third quarter of the 100m race and thus causing me the record...well at least i did my best.As usual Kapor house dominated the 4 by 100m race and the 4 by 400m race and eventually emerge as overall champions due to a few broken records.The coolest race was the teachers race as we saw our form teacher Mr Chong running with lightning speed,for a second i thought he was like Jeremy Warner.Anyways here is a picture of us with our cool form teacher and Mr Chia!!!

COUNTDOWN

2007-01-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN PARTY

So it was the annual countdown.As usual typical singaporeans would 'Chiong' for the best spots to see the fireworks.After the fireworks we made our way to burger king and as usual there were horny guys groping girls when they had a chance.After supper,we went on and took a long time to reach city link just to find it close,we were like wtf...they close the link where we walk?Than the policeman directed us to the station.When we arrived at the entrance,we found people squeezing and pushing at the entrance while smart people like us took the elavator and it was quick and easy,no pushing no squeezing.At the bottom of the station,we found it to be quite crowded,than my smart friend told us to take to raffles and back again to our correct direction.We began our journey to the west.Guess we were not the only smart one as many followed us.As we arrived at the station,we saw a train at the opposite.Suddenly everyone were camping at the door waiting for it to open,than they ran out of the door as fast as they can towards the opposite train and singaporeans followed again as usual shouting happily as it seems that that was the last train.We followed at first but than again my smart friends figured that that particular train was heading towards boon lay!!!As the doors close we wer laughing as most ppl were heading towards pasir ris but were on board the wrong train.HaHa!!!What a interesting night...

Chio Bus and ugly guys

2006-12-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

WHY ARE CHIO BUS WITH UGLY GUYS?

The reason is quite simple,at least thats what me and my friends think.The most logical explanation me and my friends can think of was probably due to a sense of "security".The girl(chio bu) probably thought that handsome guys would probably be difficult to get or he might dump her after other prettier girls appear,so she decides to get a ugly guy as a boy friend.This way even when she is not around with him and he goes out with other girls,she wont have to worry that her boyfriend would be caught by other girls as she thinks that no one else would want "my" ugly guy as a boyfriend,thus he is mine.People that read my blog,please dont be offended as it is just my personal conclusion that the reason why chio bus are with ugly guys is due to the sense of security the boyfriend have given them.So i guess its better looking hideous...

Christmas party

2006-12-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

(Me,Guo jun,Arthur,Fang He,Marcus,Joel)

It was a great christmas party,i got to meet many different people from different schools and different people from all around Singapore.I manage to get a few people stunned as i spoke chinese,kind of cool.Anyways thats all i have to say and peace out...

心碎

2006-12-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

今天,我证实知道她已经有男朋友,这也让我彻底放弃,彻底失望...

Track & field chalet

2006-12-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

This year's track and field chalet was a success, we manage to pay jie yu's mum for the chalet.The balance was also put to good use for the bbq.It was certainly an event that i will never forget for the rest of my life.Thanks to all that made this year a success and i forgot to thank myself and my co-organiser jie yu.

Guys saying peace out...

BACK!!!

2006-10-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody and happy holidays to all...I'm finally back from exams,manage to promote.Finally can play.Its back to track,ball and fun for me.

Finally!!!

2006-09-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

I finally got my blog going,sorry for some of the changes solistice,I'm not even sure whether thats legal anyways even if its not i can change it back.Haha i guess this will be my last entry for a long while...I think so.Anyways good luck to everyone and their coming exams and what not.

Wheather the weather is hot or cold

2006-09-30T16:22:00.000+08:00

The weather now is simply unpredictable.I just came back from parkway area,one minute it was bright and sunny,the next heavy rain poured down from the dark stormy sky.(-_-)"sians!The day is ruin just like that.Taxi stands filled with people,this leads to another topic,singaporeans would rather pay more money to hire a cab than taking a bus and risk getting a little wet.What is our society turning into?Think about it...

2006-09-30T09:33:00.000+08:00

Another day has begun,I shall continue on my quest to mug!After my exams i shall play basketball for as long as I want!Cool equation eh?

Mugging

2006-09-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

Time to start mugging for alot of us now,as for me i mug as i dont want to retain.Good luck to everyone's final paper!

2006-09-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

My first time owning a blog,need to know how to put background pictures though...

New blog

2006-09-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

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My first blog!!!