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Saturday, January 09, 2010 Its been a while, and yet im still stuck between phase 2 and phase 3. I always thought that I was definitely a better choice than him, but I realised I'm still as childish and immature as ever, the world isn't fair, only the richer people will gain from this world, I want to be part of that world. Wednesday, August 19, 2009 Sorry, I know its been a while since I last blogged, been through lots of stuff lately. Recently I felt that I'm drifting away from my old friends, its not something that I want but I guess we just have nothing more we can say to each other, maybe absence makes the heart grow fonder. Been to the doctor lately due to recent difficulties in breathing. Doctor said it was due to stress and anxiety, one such attack happened today, when you where behind me. I knew it was you, but I knew I couldn't turn around and look at you, things were different and I should get use to it. I couldn't breathe at that moment and strangely, I wanted it to carry on so that I could just leave this place "no forgotten soul should be left behind" Sunday, July 12, 2009 Phew,the EXAMs are OVER...finally, well I guess its back to the same old daily routine, just chilling around till something different pops out. Thats the problem, nothing ever will, I realise that if you really want something, you have to fight for it.But before that happens, you got to decide whether thats really worth it. Wednesday, July 01, 2009 What a week man...have I really gotten over things?Anyways, exams are coming, I don't want to fail!!!Must chiong studies and train for ASEAN schools, this is crazy. Had arguement with teachers and parents for the first few days but I am a nice guy and have gotten over that too.Are you the one? Wednesday, June 17, 2009 What a month!I enjoyed the Vietnam SEA juniors, it was certainly one of the most memorable trip in my life.I got new goals in life,I want to acheive a 10.80s by this year and do at least a 49s for 400m,for study wise,I hope to at least pass this mid years,and hopefully in future,I will be able to go to the course I want.At this point of time,this is all I want.Wish me luck = ) Friday, March 20, 2009 The look you gave me today was somehow different, it made me realise that maybe we were actually not meant to be...we are actually not similar in any way.Maybe you have really found your other half,I really need to move on. Sunday, March 01, 2009 Still cannot take it when I see both of you walking together, gives me a very sad and depressing feeling. Maybe you were right to choose him, maybe I just wasn't good enough...I just can't help it. You know the feeling when you want something so badly but it just get taken away by somebody who is bigger and better than you and you can't do anything no matter how important it is to you? My friends told me it takes time, maybe there really is someone out there who is more suitable, but for now, I just can't help feeling sad. |
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