My 18th birthday was really a good one even though I didn't want to celebrate it, I admit that I am still jealous when I see them together, it is really hard for me to accept what happened within this few months. But I guess I have to get things over with as soon as possible, I realise that I am just making my own life miserable. Anyway, I would like to thank all my friends for their wishes, hugs and gifts on my birthday. I like all the birthday cards that you all made for me too, thanks for making my birthday an excellent day.