Sorry, I know its been a while since I last blogged, been through lots of stuff lately. Recently I felt that I'm drifting away from my old friends, its not something that I want but I guess we just have nothing more we can say to each other, maybe absence makes the heart grow fonder. Been to the doctor lately due to recent difficulties in breathing. Doctor said it was due to stress and anxiety, one such attack happened today, when you where behind me. I knew it was you, but I knew I couldn't turn around and look at you, things were different and I should get use to it. I couldn't breathe at that moment and strangely, I wanted it to carry on so that I could just leave this place "no forgotten soul should be left behind"